[speeder]

Deepest possible condolences, and thank you for entrusting us with this very sensitive information. You will find an unending supply of love and sympathy from us, even though we may not have met you in person.

We went through this in my immediate family 45 years ago, (my infant brother), it is something that I absolutely never bring up. Your story prompted me to share it with you, (and everyone here), life has definitely gone on but it's just one of those sad things that happens. God and the universe has a plan for everyone, I hope that plan includes a lot of happiness and good health for you and your family. Take care and God bless.