[Superman]

I wish I were gay.

I was in a verbally and emotionally abusive relationship for a quarter-century. That ended four years ago. I am still healing. Healing nicely. I live alone, and it's WONDERFUL. Of course, I still like women very much, but I'm not brave enough to make sacrifices for that. In other words, females are welcome to hang with me and do stuff. Games like "Hide the Cucumber" and other similar pursuits. Hiking and camping and just doing stuff. But.......I'm just not in a position to WANT that so badly that I open myself up for another emotional clobbering. Previous to this, a long time ago, I was terribly smitten by women daily. I put them on a pedestal. So.....here's the enigma: When I desperately wanted an emotional and physical and domestic relationship, I got no respect. No good bites. But now that I'm emotionally unavailable for the most part, I've got groupies. Little Willie has to deliberately schedule time for rest. Go figure.