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you know this is a typical NIMBY gig. never did i think twice about junkies dying unless some talented musician. never gave a rats ass about the cartels and their crap. it was always someone else.
when it enters your life as it did with my son it scared me silly. read up on all facts. read up on all treatment,read up on bleak recidivism numbers. scares me even more.
the way it works is POS messikan illegal criminals come to az with handfull of dope. go to high schools just as you and i have job 8-5pm. deal dope to rich school kids. make enough bucks to have nest egg here in u.s. one POS illegal messikan had over 500 phone numbers of kids from every high buck high school in valley when busted. my kid hung out with wrong group and this is the result.
i have a personnal vendetta against the cartels. how i nail them against the cross will be determined. on the legal side should i get drawn on jury duty i will crucify them no matter what. on the illegal side if i am diagnosed with terminal disease..........i will go on a sniper spree in mexico killing every drug dealing bastard cartel member i can literally set my range finder and sights on.
booze/dope addiction............last three chapters of the book.........
1)rehab
2) prison
3) death
i chose number 2! he's still alive today. tommorow is a whole 'nuther ball game for the rest of my life!
no matter what i do, no matter where i go, no matter how much fun im having, no matter how much money i make, it is always forefront on my mind.
been down this substance abuse highway now twice in life with family members.................................
NEVER ******* AGAIN!
how i have managed to keep my sanity is beyond me.
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