things have not turned so well I think. last night things went badly with my to be married girlfriend.
At some point this wedding may be not happenening because I cannot belive things she was saying and because she thought i was too drunken at a party.
It makes me unhappy right now, but i will keep a good thoughts in my head and perhaps later we will be able to talk about what happened and where we expect our married live to go.
thanks for all listening
--s