denis...my heart sank when i saw the title..knew it was yours when i saw it and before scanning to see the name of the poster. my heart just pours out to you, buddy..i'm an absolute mush-guy inside and this type of thing brings out my turbo-melancholy. you were such a great guy to post on my thread when i lost lilbear. and when you stayed at my house, your buddy met my lilbuddy, even though romeo was a thousand times larger..they just seemed curious to each other.
you even called me to check on me and to say 'gimme a call if you need to talk'. not sure if i recall anyone else doing that, but i didn't forget it..i was just too broken up to talk to even my family at the time. i asked them for some space..it was a tough time.
i reciprocate your offer - please feel free to call...fact, i'll probably try to ring you later today anyway. if you're too down to talk, let it go to voicemal and we can check in again some other time. we're both big-time animal folks..respect whatever you need to do today.
i wish i had some good advice. well, actually i do...
cry like there's no tomorrow..was honestly, grieving was the only thing that made me feel any relaxation. i still do on occasion when i look over at the blank wall..or down at my feet when playing piano..he'd always shuffle in and lay by my feet. he 'dug my sound'..
very sad day, as 12-19-07 was for me. you'll be in my thoughts today..
