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I lent it to him.
Here is a letter he sent a friend of mine recently...
Dxxxxe,
I have to keep this somewhat brief since I'm at a college library typing
this and they're about to close soon.
Not sure what you've heard, but that online radio piece that's been going
around is 75% lies (1 example: the only person that ever threatened my
family was the one guy doing the interview himself, "Xxxxx").
That whole thing was just too bizarre and he's now agreed to "set the record
straight" and to do yet another online interview w/me this time to do just
that.
We shall see.
However, that's really neither here nor there.
He asked me if I was mad at him.
I was.
Initially.
Then I quickly came to understand that no matter what lies or misinformation
was said, I brought this upon MYSELF to begin with.
Period.
This was the result of **** that I threw out there coming back around and
hitting me hard - square in the face.
And deservedly so.
I'm lucky I'm not dead.
I just got out of rehab three weeks ago after being hooked HARD on
oxycontins and heron for over a year and a half.
I pretty much lost everything.
I didn't care about ANYTHING except getting high and in the process I ripped
off friends of mine who were nothing but good to me.
It's something I'm extremely ashamed about now that the fog has been lifted
from my brain.
Particularly since I was clean as a whistle all my life until relatively
recently.
Never even smoked or drank (MAYBE an occasional beer while spinning, but it
was usually sodas or water all night).
Anyway, I hope you're well.
I'm currently homeless and am crashing at a friend's house until I can get
back on my feet.
My plan is to 1. ) get a roof over my head, 2. ) start generating some
steady income so as to simply SURVIVE (got a real job at the local college
here that I just started on Monday - also just applied for social services
of all things), 3. ) somehow save up enough capital to buy a vehicle, 4. )
start making amends to EVERYONE I've wronged - both in general principle and
FINANCIALLY speaking, of course.
Dxxxe, Got a hella long road ahead of me as you'd say out there.
Not sure if I'm going to make it to be completely honest with you.
Then again, I haven't been "completely honest" with anybody in a long, long
time.
Including myself.
I hope this finds you well.
I did manage to speak w/(removed) very briefly before I went into rehab and he
was very supportive.
Slowly but surely, one by one, I've finally begun making contact with those
I've f+cked over.
Many of them are surprisingly forgiving and want to help.
Others have expressed their understandable desire to want to see me rot in
the ground.
At the moment, this is all I can do.
Keep in touch Dxxxe, and let me know how you've been.
Pxxxr
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