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So sorry to hear this, but in times like this you must look for the silver lining. (No matter how difficult). It sounds like she has made it to 80% of life expectancy in good health and in a good home + will end her life w/o any suffering, whenever it occurs. I'm a huge dog-lover and had to put down my German Shepard last winter, it was awful but I did the right thing. I always think of what would happen if these animals were out in the wild instead of in our houses w/ no vets or healthcare. It makes me shudder and think differently about life's end for them.

You sound like a great pet owner and I'm sure she's had a super life w/ you. Just remember, no suffering and the animal should not even know what's happening. Good luck and thanks for sharing with us.