[Hebrewhomeboy]

I've had cats in my family since the day I was born. I feel for you Jeff. If the worst happens, at least you know you gave her a good, happy life. One thing I do sometimes is drive over to a local cat shelter and play with all the cats for an hour or so, and donate some cat food and litter to the place. Always makes me feel good. Maybe something like that would make you feel better. If you can't save your cat, at least you'd know you helped a bunch of other cats.