Some good thoughts. There's Aderol in the house. My wife takes it. I've been classic ADHD since kindergarten, but I don't like what Aderdol can do to the heart rate, etc. Sure, it works, but at what cost? I've done a bit of Lexapro, but I don't know, I'm not a religious drug kind. I got strung out on Ultram once and that's not fun to get off of.
Right now I'm welding some flares on a 914 for someone else, so I'm not getting what you'd say is total rest. OTOH, I have plenty to do.
I liked the question about racing (or DE's). I gave that up more than 3 years ago now for a number of reasons. One was my confidence in my reactions and peripheral vision. I've noticed that I bump my foot against things on the ground more than when I was younger. And then there's the general overall hassle of getting up a 4:30 AM to drive 2 hours to the track, drive 3 or so session and drive home.
So, if not wanting to do that anymore is a sign of depression, I'm depressed.
I'll do the blood work and see what the doc comes up with. And, yes, I see an internist rather than a general practitioner unless I'm just going to the clinic for some illness.