[Schumi]

Or at least a woman capable of actually being the one. Maybe not the only one, but a one.


I met a woman quite a long time ago through some mutual friends. This was, eh, maybe 6 years ago. I would see her every now and then with some girls she hung out with, several of which I think I probably dated and this is why I knew the 'group'.

I was always curious in her since she seemed so... I dunno.. different, quirky, cool, nice, funny... pretty much everything you'd want to be around.

Last two or three years we've gone out on and off. She lives about an hour and a half away, goes to college.. We've been 'dating' you could say more and more frequently until this month when I now see her every week.

I have this amazing attraction to her and everything she does. I find myself in the situations where I can just sit on the couch and watch her talk about random things and it mesmerizes me. Past girlfriends were all good women but it usually ended up being mostly physical attraction and thus spiraled down into a sex-driven hell hole were we end up hating each other. This girl is totally different.


If you've ever see "High Fidelity" with John Cusack, she would be represented well by Catherine Zeta Jones' character.

I think the thing that made me think "this is the one. this is the woman" is when, last weekend, I'm doing a clutch job on the 924S when she calls. I said I was 10 hours into a 20 hour clutch job and she jumped in her car and came and helped me out. I mean got down on the floor under the car and helped me out. At 2AM. And she knows nothing, jack nothing about Porsches. Yep.... this is the girl.


She's coming to stay with me for a few days soon. This may or may not be a turning point. My biggest fear/problem is that I still have yet to initiate this relationship past what would currently be described as a deep male-female friendship. Which as many of you know is possibly the worst position to be in. The thing that makes this different is she seems like she could be eager to move this to the next level...





So PPOT braintrust.... think I can do it? Think I can overcome all odds and put this one in the bag without destroying a relationship?

I know that TTIWWOP, and maybe I will get you all some eventually, but right now I don't want to let on a lot as she's damn good and finding things on the internet.