[mikester]

Wait, you said you dated which implies something of the sort of a 'good night kiss' at least (otherwise it ain't a date) and then you say you haven't initiated more than a strong friendship.

I'm confused - maybe it's because I'm not supposed to be awake right now. I dunno.

Sounds like you're in the friend zone. Hard to get out of there, it's like being stuck in the sand at the beach in a truck with no weight on the rear wheels and not really knowing that's the problem.

Once you do realize it - you have to figure out how to get some weight on there...