[Rick V]

I don't mean at the pleasant person who just served you at dinner , I mean in general. Yanno like there are too many issues at home, so you become too focused on them and start to become emotionless. Thats okay though because there is always work, and that is a different part of your life where you can escape home, but then that too becomes troublesome and you find yourself taking no pleasure from your chosen profession. Then before you know it you have simply forgotten how to smile. Is it possible for a person to break their lives down to black and white and think in only ways that are mathematically correct, not allowing emotion of any kind to play into the decisions that need to be made? Is this called living or is this just simple existance with the hope that all will return to what could be and then the smile from inside can return?
No I haven't started drinking again.............................maybe I should.