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Richard, my heartfelt sympathy for the loss of your son, nothing in life can hurt worse than the loss of a child. I lost my wife 8 years ago. I know the black hole that you can fall into. Hopefully your family and friends can keep you from falling in too deep as mine did. I realized my 7 year old daughters entire life had shattered and it was my resposibility to keep her life going forward which went against everything I was feeling at that moment as I wanted so badly to retreat away from everyone. Thankfully my self pity was replaced by that responsibiity to her allowing both of us to heal. It is a slow and ragged progress even for the strongest of us and I pray that strength finds you also. Scott
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