Don't have an issue with doing dangerous and absurdly dangerous like this was. I get a rush out of going to the track and pushing it hard and my odds of getting hurt there are about as low(very low possibility) as his were high (very high possibility) of not coming home. I have four kids and 3 grand kids that seem to really like me being around yet. My comfort level for danger is not that high due to really wanting to experience everything I can with all of them. His kids will never get to experience those things with their dad due to bad decisions. High price for them. Telling them Dad died doing what he liked doesn't seem to cut it somehow.
We had a discussion a few years ago about passing on and the oldest daughter read me the riot act about needing me around for some time to come
How many more deaths before they close the cave if they would have not done it now. Seems the people from the area are not that sad to see it happen with all the trouble they have had keeping it safe.