I used to be a happy drunk, then it turned, slowly, into something very dark. I actually disarmed a cop one night, because the neighbors call on me. I don't know what stopped me from killing him. I am usually an easy going guy, but since alcohol is a mood enhancer, and my mods tend to have an undertone of stress to them, it is best I stay dry. That and my daughter would kill me if I ever touched a drop. Believe me, she can do it too. A product of my teaching to defend herself, and military training, she scares me.