[m21sniper]

Bro, life never really makes sense or gets easy. These decisions never become anything other than labored and confusing. All you can do is stumble your way through life on a daily basis the best you can, and take faith in the fact that you won't have to suffer for very long, because death comes for all of us eventually. Don't worry about is this the right thing, is this the wrong thing, blah, blah, blah. Cause you could make every decision the right one, and be responsible in every way, and you'll still end up just as dead as what others perceive to be a stupid, fk up, me first guy who lives for today and ignores tomorrow.

I think what i'm saying is, don't sweat the small stuff. Have fun. As much as you can...because none of us will be here for very long.

PS: To me an intimate relationship with a woman you see 2-3 times a week is absolutely ideal.

PSS: I do NOT have it "all figured out," however, i have learned that by simply not worrying and fretting over everything or tying to over-analyze things that my life is a hell of a lot more pleasant.