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Originally Posted by dtw
Probably haven't felt a real emotion in 10+ years.
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This is a ticking time bomb, Dave. Right now, as folks can see or at least imagine, I am having some emotional agony. It's painful, but I'm managing. A few years ago I had another emotional experience to deal with and I was not so lucky. I was not hospitalized, but it took several doctors and some pretty regulated drugs to get the tapes to stop playing in my head. I was truly a mess. I am fearful right now of a relapse of that. I think I'll be okay, but it's just another shot across my bow. I'm not going to ignore this one. I'm going to pursue this numbness problem before it rises up and smites me, or another innocent bystander, again.