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Crystal ball reading.
You can't commit because she is too nice, too easy. You need someone that you can make love you, so that you can prove that you are lovable. Someone in your past didn't give you what you needed. Of course I am making this all up, but there are only about twelve explanations for your story, and I just picked one. Of course it is always safer to avoid getting close to someone, as you will never have to risk the experience of loss again.
Depression should be treated as a serious thing. Getting help is a good thing, as it may get you onto some sort of medication, or at least in touch with your feelings. Don't do it for yourself. Do it for your children. That would be a good reason, wouldn't it ?
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