I'd usually say "sit back and burn a fattie", but that's illegal, so don't do that...really, it's bad for you.......okay, don't do it, come on, put it down, quit rolling those buds....okay, well done, looks just like a yellow Lucky Strike, perfect roll, Dude, you the man! Hey, you use wheat-straw papers? Cool, it's supposed to be safe or better for you....but easily notice by others on the beach while waxing your board, getting ready to go catch a few, next thing you know, their all around you, wanting a hit or two, and that weird guy who still uses an old O'Neil 9'8" board without a leash gets his saliva all over it and you wouldn't hit it if it was your last thing to do before being shot by a Mexican firing squad in downtown Ensanada, Mexico. You might not believe this, but you are not alone my friend, just about everyone feels like this one time or another, your not the only one. I just got laid off the other day, 2/11/10, 5 days after turning 59. Was kinda shocked, had a feeling it was going to happen, but a bit surprised when it did. I'm trying to look for a good side to this, maybe working since I was 15, if I'm not ready to go now, when would I be? Think I'll finish up my 51 Woodie, and drive around the US for a bit, follow the coast line, hit every beach, meet some new people and be glad I don't have some of the problems many others do have.