[M.D. Holloway]

The other night I arrived in Montgomery Alabama but my luggage did not. I have not checked a bag in over 7 years but that night I did only because I had a bunch of pocket knives I wanted to give to some customers as thank you gifts.

I was informed that my luggage was basically lost - no trace anyplace. I figuered that someone saw all those knives and took a liking to them. OK -I understand the 'want' thing and I even understand the concept of stealing. I don't steal and I don't like anyone stealing from me but in this case theygot the better of me so they won and I lost. That will not happen again.

So there I am in Montgomary AL at 11PM with just my laptop and a pack of gum, my AMEX and a hotel res. Had the cabby take me to WalMart to buy some sundries. I had an early AM meeting and I couldn't really go in my jeans and t-shirt so I decided to buy some socks, skivs, cheap pants and oxford shirt - all at WalMart (the only thing open) for under $35US raise to the AMEX.

Got me thinking, what if I didn't have the AMEX? Well, the T-shirt and jeans would have to do - like it or not but what if I didn't have the job? the AMEX? or anything for that matter. Life would now take on a whole new meaning. My only worry (if I was single with no kiddos) would be food, shelter and warmth - thats it. Could I live comfortably? Maybe.

I have become increasingly frustrated with our country. I have also become slightly cynical towards people in general. I don't loose my temper but I also do not expect anything at all from anyone anymore. In fact, I am beginning to accept the fact that for the most part people are going to be motivated to do (whatever) for a few basic reasons that are all about themselves - for ego fulfillment, for creature comfort, for intoxication or to get laid and thats about it...

I beginning to think that if it came to it I could toss it all in and just look to stay warm, halfway well fed and dry.