[A930Rocket]

I like to look down from tall heights, but in a sadistic kind of way. I know it will hurt me if I jump, but it thrills me.

Reading all the posts, it looks like a lot of have had suicidal thoughts in common. To what degree is and why is the difference. I'd be too chicken to do it in a violent way. Something along the lines of an overdose or a gas would be more peaceful I'm guessing. No fuss. No muss.

I don't understand why somebody would do it on impulse (like he/she broke up with me) or as a young person when they have so much to live for, but when you have lived for years/decades with some kind of issue that wears you down and/or makes your life unbearable, then it seems like plausible.