[BRPORSCHE]

Ya know Terry this sounds strangely similar. I used to love fying, now I feel mortal. Once I get on the plane I am very twitchy and nervous.

When the plane takes off and I hear the engines whineing at low altitude I always freak out. For absolutely no reason at all. I don't let anyone notice that I am uncomfy, but I am obviously sweating and clenching my fists.

It hasn't gotten to the point where I avoid flying, but I am afraid later on in life this will just grow.

Eff I am going crazy.