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nostatic

I understand what you're saying but most of the human beings on planet earth have defects with their personalities.
Some people deal with it some don't... Most aren't even aware that there is anything "wrong" with them.
There are many ways people choose to deal with their issues. Ranging from doing nothing or self medicating to becoming depressed at their inability to take control of their lives.

Even the most accomplished and successful people have issues that could be treated or improved.

The fact that the OP has manged to stop drinking without support is to be commended.
Yes... He may not be perfect but he has been able to make a positive change in his life.

Keep moving forward I say. Do the things that make you feel happy and don't live your life dependent on others for emotional support.