You know, Jeff has one regret...I have 2
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I miss my parents now more than ever. At 45yo I need them in my life. I want them here to share things with...life experiences, views, opinions, small things, big things...to share their wisdom with my children, to share their wisdom with me...
When Dad died in 2003 I lost my rudder in life...he set my direction and steered my course often. When Mum died in 2007 I lost a whole chunk of my heart...I never thought her death would affect me SO severely.
I had dreams of growing older with them still around; being able to kick back a few with them and really have the time to enjoy their company.
It's not that I didn't have a wonderful time with them when they were still here...I am just greedy...I want more...