[lisa_spyder]

Since when was love ever easy? Love means you allow yourself to be completely exposed...it is not rational and often not reasonable. Love means you give first...and never stop giving. Love is a sacrifice in oh so many ways; but love also completes you. Love is the toughest choice - but real love chooses you; you can't choose it.

Poor explanation from me in my previous post - obvious your heart is wide open; but maybe the head is still fighting this. Only you truly know the answer.