[fastfredracing]

Wholy shat batman, I am a miserable mf'er. When I used to get pissed, or something would go wrong, I would just take a 5 min brake, have a smoke, re-focus and go back at it. Now I go from slightly annoyed to raging lunatic in .002 seconds, and it will sometimes consume me for half the day, until I get settled again.
Tell me this will go away . One would think that after almost 3 months without a smoke, that I would be over the physical, and mental addiction thing by now.
FWIW, I have zero desire to smoke, I am not jonesing for one, and I cannot believe that I was ever a smoker. at this point. I have maybe gained a pound or two, but that is about normal for me this time of year, as us northerners start spending more time indoors .