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Originally Posted by tweezers74
OK, I think I might have messed this one up from the beginning. I had NO interest in him at the beginning. I even called him by the wrong name for quite some time. Yikes! But then when I got to know him and we started talking daily, I really started to dig him. At the beginning though, I did say once to him,"I am not looking for a relationship." Uggggg!!!! Because honestly, I wasn't. But man, we clicked on so many levels, I couldn't just keep seeing him as a "friend". Definitely relationship now but I think I gave off the vibe as NO RELATIONSHIP at the beginning. And now that I think of it, when I called him out, I didn't say I liked his whole being, I said I was physically attracted to him and said nothing else. UGGGGG!!!! Sometimes I am such a guy! He is older so he says he is looking for a relationship. And at the time we had this conversation, he aske me straight up if I was looking for one and I said no. I am an idiot.
OK, OK, I get it. I messed this one up and I need to chalk it up as a learning experience...
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Don't beat yourself up over any of this. It's all irrelevant. If he wanted you, it could be the wrongest thing on earth and he'd still do it. If he doesn't, (and he doesn't), it would not matter if it's the "rightest' thing on earth to a bunch of neutral observers. These are things that cannot be manipulated, IMO. And trying is just going to humiliate yourself and hurt your self confidence. You don't need that, nobody does...
