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I was studying all afternoon, then went to dinner with my parents. They leave for Europe tomorrow.

I'm starting to doubt myself, not sure if I am ready, but a big part of that is my brain. Even if I rescheduled the test for later in the week, I'd calm down for a few days, only to go through this again. I just have to try and convince myself to be positive about this (usually I'm not).

This sucks. I wish I could turn part of my brain off, as it's really not helping me at the moment.