[Flieger]

Originally Posted by tweezers74

I was boring. I went to fraternity parties and stuff but never anything wild. Never did drugs. Didn't drink a whole bunch. The Asian glow got me before I got drunk. I had the same boyfriend through high school and college so didn't sleep around. But I never saw it as boring. I had a full ride scholarship that rode on the fact that I keep my GPA over 3.5. So I saw school as my job. And a way to keep from living on my own throughout college.

I don't regret that part. I regret not being more outgoing back then. Take more risks socially. Now I am a weirdo and pick up crazy things like getting into to cars and surfing but I like challenging myself in those ways. Not the partying, drinking/drug way. I don't look down upon that either though. Everybody finds their path. My parents were pot smoking hippies. My mom thinks its hilarious that I have never tried pot. Ha ha!

I will admit that I wish I had been more social back in the day, then it would not be so hard to start this late. But it didn't appeal to me then, and it still doesn't appeal to me all that much now. A large part of that is the anxiety of trying something new, though.