The writing is actually easy, what's tuff is the overall theme/purpose. It's turned from a confessional to a 'how to' believe it or not!
She has taught me one thing, sexual abuse mess's up a girl for life. This one could have been what many of us consider an amazing catch - smart, funny, very pretty but man did she get messed up and I don't think any amount if counseling will help. She doesn't have the self awareness or a reason in her eyes. While on a physical level she is one way - very good at the ways of flesh, emotionally she is a mine field. Her friends (and she has a bunch) are in the same rut. Morality and sense of self are void in them according to our social terms.
It's sadder than you can imagine. I could have been with her but after working on the project an actually getting to know her pretty well there isn't a time after our contact I don't cry. I think I could kill the guys (yes guys) that abused her when she was little. Very sick and very sad
Gives you a different perspective on buying flesh for sex.