goodbye, my pup. gigi, RIP, sweetheart.
gigi was officially diagnosed with pyometra this morning. i say 'officially' because i did some research before we went to the vet and pretty much knew that was the game. we didn't even know she was sick until saturday, when i realized she stopped eating on friday.
with her age, 9 years, and accompanying kidney failure, the choice was to let her go or to be selfish. the finality is both awe inspiring and horrifying. if there is a god, he best pardon many sins of those that care for our pets.
the house seems empty. it is never 'just a dog'.
i am broken.
d.