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Thanks, Dave. It's a constant struggle for me. Personally, I am more concerned about the boys. I want to do the right thing for them. He is a grown man, he needs to take care of himself. I was so scared to get a divorce... Didn't want to mess up my kids. But finally decided it was for the best. I feel like having their father in their lives is the best. But now, don't know. It would break my boys hearts not to see him. That's their Dad. And it would break his heart too. He loves them too. But he doesn't cope with things very well. He told me tonight I was stronger than him. I told him that I wasn't. I am only strong because I HAVE to be. For our boys.
Ok. Enough of the pity party. Time to go to sleep so I can wake up and make the doughnuts....
Thanks, Dave for listening. It helped.
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