[mikeesik]

Hello.
Im going through an awful so far 8.5 year Divorce.
I tell you, Charles Ingalls cannot do better than I as a Father.
I have not had my Son come over on our court alloted time visit for weeks now.
How I miss him.
If my x2b doesnt get him or bring him here, I cannot do anything about it. It is not police
enforceable...-like that ever mattered when it was!
Anyway,I have been crushed because I have not seen him for some time.
He came by on Thursday on his bike to let me know whats going on.
He was in tears and sobbing.
He kept looking behind him on his bike while visiting me. so afraid his mother would follow and see him.

His mother bought him a puppy. If there was any boy that wanted a puppy on this planet it was my Boy, especially a Siberian Husky.

I couldnt do that for him. He already has two great cats. A rabbit. Two Frogs.

A Dog is a huge responsibility and I've always told him not until we have our own home.
He said that his mother also got him an iphone and his uncle bought him a polaris Ranger dune buggy.
The conditions were..if he sees me again and comes over the Dog will be taken away. The rest will follow.
I miss him so badly that I cant even explain.
I cry a few times a day.
I just wonder how my Son survives? !
We were closer than close.
I do not want to do anything that wil make his mother remove Simons Dog.
I know this Dog,Buddy is so good for him BUT on the otherhand, with me his Father out of the picture.....what is it all worth!!!!
Damn it!