[Rick Lee]

I don't worry about it at all. Well, I worry some about my wife being upset, lonely, financially ok without me, and I worry a little less that my folks would really be crushed if I were to predecease them. But otherwise I'm fine with it.

I was really riding like a hooligan today, irritated because some pain kept me from completing my workout at the gym and some other petty BS everyone lets get the best of them from time to time. But in the big picture, I've checked a lot of stuff off my bucket list by the tender age of 42. My real biggest worry today was that I couldn't get hold of my wife at work and just wanted to hear her voice for a bit. Her broken English almost brings me to tears. And I have a feeling my next job is gonna mean I get to see her less often.

Like Noah930, I will be pissed if I die for a stupid, preventable reason. I want everyone, upon hearing of my demise, to think, "Yeah. His number was up."