[Oh Haha]

We were there when my dad passed after we removed the ventilator(at his request, in writing before he became too ill). Watching the life slip away one breath at a time from a man that I saw as invincible was painful but I think it helped me to cope with him being gone.

As some here know, my family has dealt with several tragic deaths in recent weeks.

I'm not afraid of dying but I would like to stick around for a while longer to see my kids grow up. I've done my diligence in making sure they are taken care of financially when I go so that's not a problem.