Vinnie-THAT'S why you are a stand up guy. You were generally concerned that it had an impact on that guy.
I've done jerky things as well, probably trying to be a tough-guy. I'm not, so then I just feel bad.
I have made things right whenever possible. I've found it m,ch simpler to keep the emotions in check in the first place. No, it is not always the easiest thing to do but I try.