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I've owned several dogs but had to leave them to be cared for by others when I moved from turkey (bulldog, dalmatian, boxer, great dane)... I remember loosing my dalmatian when I was 14 or so. I carried it to the vet and back when my parents were at work (3 miles each way) for weeks. Anyway, it was incredibly hard, specially for the first few weeks. As far as my experiences go, it wasn't nearly eclipsed until the passing of my best friend few months ago, to a car accident.

Very sorry that you have gone through this.
Ahmet