[Hugh R]

I have the same dream most nights, with variations of being back in the USMC, back in school and behind in classes, mostly also involving some twisty turney ride or I can't seem to get all my schit collected to get out of where I perceive that I'm in, as in I seem to be behind the curve all the time.

Speaking for myself only, I think it is a projection of where I feel I should be in life, as compared to where I am. Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty happy with where I am in life at age 60 in two weeks. I think in part, its a "what if, I'd not done this, or had done that" in my youth and early career.