[asphaltgambler]

Experienced way more than a few 'live-in's and sleep-overs prior to my first marriage at 29. She was someone who I had known in high school and we had dated. I was very, very wild and up until then, believed my self to be the modern day 'Johnny Spermseed'..........................but thought I was ready to settle down then. We married, bought a little house in a little subdivision and a new little econobox car. In a year I already felt dead, trapped in this BS suburban life. I was always felt uncomfortable, like I was missing something.
I met a stripper at a bar while on an extended work assignment / training. That was it. My first wife was a very good person, great career, totally in love with me and very good looking...............................but at the time all that wasn't enough, the 1 flaw was she would not let me date.
After a 3 live-in strippers, wild biker chicks, bar beauties, etc, etc................. I suddenly found myself 40 years old and missing something again. This time I longed for someone like what I had in my first wife. Talk about a 180............