[JavaBrewer]

This thread has been my life for the last 20 months. I could write for days on the challenges. It's a gigantic bundle of emotion that bounces in different directions every day. Mom and Dad need far more help than I can give them and that they can afford. I am doing the best I can.

Edit - the challenge is to not let it consume you. I have a another life that involves a wonderful wife, 2 kids, and a challenging career. I sleep well with that knowledge and then a couple times a week wake at 2 AM in a full sweat trying to manage it all.