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Originally Posted by tabs
Here is something to ponder, you as a child have never been in the world without your parent being in it with you. You maybe estranged but never the less that person is still in the world. So when you parent dies you really don't know that you can survive without them being in the world with you. Of course you can but you don't know it until it happens...It becomes a totally different world for you.
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Yes, certainly some of that.
We're on day 4 now. God he's strong, and paranoid. Refuses morphine because he thinks we're trying to kill him. We can get Ativan gel on him to calm him and then morphine. He punched me in the mouth yesterday when I tried to put oxygen on him, and pushes me away. I know its not "him" but its hard. He wants to know why I won't help him up and why I'm trying to kill him.
Staying strong, but man, it don't come easy.