[targa911S]

when I went through mine, everything I had was in two plastic garbage bags. I had a POS car, and had to live in a crappy motel week to week. It sucks. It's emotionally draining. I drank myself to sleep every night for months. Then one day I went to AA, got sober, changed my life and to this day I'm still recovering. My life is good, I have a wonderful wife of 35 years now, my kids are in my life, and I have no regrets about that first relationship other than the fact that it happen. Many lessons learned that I won't do again. You will see. Time is what it takes.