[winders]

If you are worried about living or dying, things are not fine.

Being aware of your mortality is not a bad thing. After my parents died within 15 months of each other it became real clear real fast that my time on this earth was limited. It was also clear that I was well past the half way point. All this did was make me appreciative of the time I have had and the time I have left, however long that is.

Worried? Nope. I don't worry about things that are out of my control. Am I scared of dying? No, I am not. What does scare me is the thought of living in this world without my best friend and wife.