[wayner]

I'm trying to understand my own thought process here, as confused as I am, but I think in some strange way I believe that this truck is good for me

I don't want to sit in some cushy hotel feeling all comfortable and sorry for myself with nothing to do

Being in that hotel should be a reward, not self imposed exile

So, this afternoon I hit the phones and landed another lucrative week out of town where I get to stay in a 4 star hotel in a few weeks

I am liking the idea of turning every step of business effort not only significant financial reward, but better instant lifestyle change

With laziness I end up back in my truck
With effort I live a more luxurious lifestyle


I'm the only one standing in my way now
Into the wind I go...

This afternoon has been very good for me