[sammyg2]

I am sorry for your grief and loss.

I've wondered why we have to have sadness in our lives.
But if we do not experience sorrow and loss, we could not appreciate joy and love.
Focus on the gift you received when she came into your life, give thanks for the happiness she gave, thanks for that which you now miss.
It will not make it hurt any less but hopefully it will help a little with perspective, maybe not.

Either way, please be strong our friend. You are not alone.