[livi]

Life.

How do you harvest the ripe fruits of life. What is the trick to finding that groovy position mentally where words like content, harmony, happiness and satisfaction springs to mind spontaneously.

What am I looking for here. Where am I going with this life.

I feel I have lost track of a sensible outlook on life. Lost enthusiasm, goal, and direction.

I have no rational reason for complaining, I am just empty.

I think I need a new drug, that is not a drug or a religion that is no religion.

Or maybe I have just passed forty.